I think I just need to vent , and make myself feel better.
I let the boy I love go 3 days ago, and it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.
I asked for a little time to find myself , because I wasnt exactly acting as the same person he fell for.
I wanted to find that girl, wherever she was .. So I could be that for him.
I jut wanted to be happy with him, and I wasn’t.
So I let him go.
Sure I miss him, sure i wanna be with him, but it’s been alot easier for me then I thought it would be.
I’m having fun,
I’m being myself..
Sure,
I still think about all the times we had, man were they good. Little things still pop up in my head.. But I know he’s happy and that’s all that matters.
Heck, were both happy.

I don’t even think this made sense, because my brain is scattered everywhere right now.. But oh well. Who gives a fuck?

tracylashelle:

It’s not like I did this to hurt you. That was not at all my intentions. All I did was what makes me happy. If you really ever loved me, that should have been all you wanted for me. That is all I wanted for you. If you have to curse my very existence just to be okay though, so be it. Just remember; even if you do not see it this way, I can not bring myself to apologize for being happy beyond compare. And tearing that apart should not ever be your meaning.

No, Baby don’t - you’re making my heart hurt. Don’t say those words, take it back. you know you don’t mean that.
You swore when i wore your ring it meant forever, ive got it on baby how can you say i lost it ; oh you promise <3